Thinking

Is it possible to think too much? I was sitting in my room last night thinking...My mind was running through, and contemplating everything,

• the book I had been reading
• the things i should be doing for English class
• the babysitting job i will have starting next week
• the tennis clinic I have every Wednesday for 2.5 hours
• How I really should clean my room
• How I have an abnormally strong desire to go to college
• Which college I should attend
• How I should decorate my college dorm
• Will I meet my husband in college
• Or will all the guys in college do what they do now and just become friends with me without ever wanting more
• Why do guys do that, am I not nice, or pretty enough, or whatever
• Thinking about my friends from school
• My friends from musical (and other things about the musical like what it will be next year)
• My friends from Erie
• How I really should see my friends from Erie more often
• Worrying whether I'll have enough time to do everything I need to
• Them realizing I probably don't have that much to do
• Remembering that I need to call someone from the tennis team to find out when our first car wash is
• Remembering I need to pick up forms for a physical so I can join the tennis team next year
• How I should really look over the plans for the mission trip that I'm going on at the end of June with my church to West Virginia
• Wondering if i'm taking the right highschool classes for my college major (Which will be something in the area of Hospitality Management)
• Thinking about all the stories and poems that I have to finish or perfect
• Once again wondering if i have enough time for it all...
• If right now I could just forget about all those things I was thinking about , If I could lose all the memory of it adn have none of that memeory back, Just take it all away I want to remember nothing... without of course having to take a drug that will leave me hopelessly addicted. Or maybe I could just die, and I would be in heaven and it would all go away. All my thoughts would go away. The thoughts listed above and all the other thoughts the thoughts that i spared you from reading by not writing about them.
• But since of course I am not miraculously going to forget everything then I just wasted more thoughts on that and how wonderful it would be.

So is it possible to think too much?

The answer to that should now be blatantly obvious!

YES!!!

Luv ya all!